Happy Eid Mubarak!!

Wishing Muslims all over the world, Happy Eid Mubarak!!

I thought after spending my 5th Ramadhan & Eid here in Ireland, I would get use to it.. I guess I thought wrong.. *sob sob*
I miss everything back home.. I wonder when will this feeling of homesickness going to fly away.. I'm here in Ireland for years.. but still, my heart & soul belongs to a place call home.. This year's homesickness is critical, really! I'm back in Ireland for a whole month since my summer holidays, but still I'm in denial.. I wanna go hommmeeeeeeeee~!

Okay, enough being moody.. I wanna wish my crazee cousin, Miza Fazni, a Happy 20th Birthday!! No more a teenager, cuz...! =P. Her birthday was yesterday (29th Sept).

AND! Today is my brother's birthday!! Happy (let me count) 34th Birthday, Anchik!! U may not look your age, but accept it bro.. U're old and u got grey hair!! =P

p/s: To all my family (in Malaysia & my family here, the Carrigleans!), friends (all over the world), and my dear Mr. Irwan.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir & Batin, dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki! Halalkan makan & minum! and seri 0-0 aite? =P. Love you guys so much! Huggs & Kisses!

Birthday wish to dear sis-in-law!

Happy Birthday Kak Ita!! =D
Hope you had a good time having your birthday dinner in Eden's.. =)

This song was actually requested by her daughter, Aaliyah.. but for your present as well, Kak Ita.. can? =P. Enjoy~! (only a short version here.. tak larat maaa.. puasa.. =P)

This is a cover version of Colby O'Donis' What You Got..



p/s: ke Kak Ita ade nak request lagu lain? hehehe.. anything for you..*wink*

The actress in me.. haha

Last thursday afternoon, I was in one of the consultation room in psychiatry ward. I was waiting for my consultant to start our ward round. So there I was, reading about eating disorder from the borrowed Oxford Clinical Specialty book when suddenly a foreign doctor (I have no idea which country he is from) came to me and ask me to follow him. FYI, there are a lot of foreign doctors working in psychiatry. Anyhoo, he was saying stuff about his OSCE and asking me which year I am in bla bla bla.. I didn't really know what he wanted from me at first but I just followed him because he asked for my help. He brought me and a colleague of mine into our tutorial room and 2 other doctors were waiting inside.

They explained to us that this foreign doctor is actually practising for his upcoming Mock Psychiatry Exam. So he wanted us to become mock patients! I was the first person to act as I was the only "actress" there as the 1st case is a lady. I was given a sheet of paper to read my "part". I was supposed to act as Ms Jean, a 70+ year old lady who lost her husband 7 months ago and is having trouble with her memory with symptoms of depression and grieving. The doctor was supposed to ask me questions to differentiate whether I have dementia or depression (as they may present similarly). The first sentence in the sheet was, "You are nervous, agitated about your memory and TEARFUL ". *shock*

After 3 weeks experience of psychiatry, I kinda know exactly what to do.. (haha). So, when he started introducing himself and seated myself, my legs started to get restless and I was fidgeting (nervous). And when he started asking about my "late husband", I started "crying"(!!!) and he offered me a fake tissue paper. Then he started asking about "my" depressive symptoms. When he asked about my passive death wish/suicidal ideation, I said, "sometimes I wish I would die, so that I could be with my husband" and followed by more tears..!! I can't believe it myself that I would do that! He might think I'm a real patient (apart from the fact that I'm in my 20s instead of 70s!). And I was frustrated everytime he asked me about my memory..

The examiner (our tutor) told me I was excellent and my acting was so real! =P *blush*. I was just glad I could be of help to that doctor. *wink*
I didn't know I had it in me.. seriously! I was in a school play when I was 15, I think.. but that was it. Never really thought a career in acting before (hahahaha). Anyway, if u want me in your movie/drama/play or anything at all, just give me a buzz ok? =P

My very 1st tutorial video.. =P

So, this is how I play Aslyn's That's When I Love You.. Hope it'll help u guitarists out there who likes this song.. =)

The boy that I miss..

This is a video of my nephew, Adam..
He wasn't well at that time and his mama gave him his medications beforehand.
He was just about to fall asleep when he puked on the bed and thus these few minutes in the bathroom to clean up in a very drowsy state.. =P
He's sooo adorable!! and I miss him so much~!

Sheena?? Errrkkkk...

A few people told me that I look like Sheena from ANTM cycle 11. Really????? U'uh, I don't think so... (with her accent) =P
Well, honestly, I think she looks like Kimora..
Or is it because of the make-over, now that she has long straight hair like mine.. hmmm...
In case u don't know, she sings as well.. try browsing for her vids on youtube! haha

Over You - Daughtry (by request)

My lovely niece, Aaliyah Natasha requested 2 songs! So this is one of them.. Enjoy~!



p/s: Acu record yg lagi satu tu next week k? Kene practice lagi la.. hehe.

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu..

Thanx, GG! For making me play this song! hehehe

To Aaliyah, and my brother.. Enjoy~! And to everyone else who likes this song! =)
My very first cover of Malaysian song!! weeeee~~!



p/s: Aaliyah, Acu dah bole main lagu yang Aaliyah nak tu sikit2. Nanti Acu perfectkan ok? =P. Love u~!

To my niece, Aaliyah...

Happy 7th Birthday, Aaliyah Natasha!!
Love u & miss u!! Mmwwaahh!!

Aaliyah & I @ Cozy Corner

Tired

I am emotionally and physically drained.... *sigh*

What more can I say??

*sigh*

4th Year, 1st Rotation - PSYCHIATRY

I just started my first rotation of the academic year on Monday and yeah, I'm doing Psychiatry! (errkkk..).
Yep, it's scary.. yet interesting..
It kinda teach me not to be as friendly as usual, but at the same time train me to be more sensitive..
Definitely I need time to adjust myself in this field. Thank goodness we have 4 weeks of psychiatry rotation (can u sense the sarcasm??)

Anyhoo... met some interesting patients in these past 3 days:
- an elderly male patient just came right up to our group (~8 of us) and started talking about the newly painted wall
- a middle aged man having a cigarette outside with one of his family members just suddenly said to me, "We were just saying how beautiful you are.. What's your name?"
- a guy (I think in his early 30s) just came up to us this morning, and started singing in Spanish (I think he likes my friend, Feesha... maybe he thinks she's Hispanic!).
- we had a case conference this morning, discussing about a young girl with Paranoid Schizophrenia & Borderline Personality Disorder.. she believes Osama bin Laden is her witch-doctor, as well as Leonardo Da Vinci. She does not like to read because she can't differentiate fact & fiction. Poor girl..
- my patient heard a voice saying she's going to die just before she had her 1st anxiety attack.

Interesting eh?

What About Now - Daughtry

This song is really deep and meaningful..
For the past week (i.e. since I'm back in Ireland), every single time I listened to this song, I would definitely shed some tears..
So, a way for me not to do that anymore, is to play and sing this song!
This is, Daughtry's What About Now by me..



p/s: This is a link to the official video clip. Spend some time to watch it, it'll definitely touch your heart... (if the link does not show up, hover your cursor here)---> What about now - Daughtry

pp/s: this is for you, Mr Irwan.. I know you really like this song.

ppp/s: to my niece, Aaliyah... any song request? =)

Happy Birthday, GG!!

GG & I in our "new" lecture theatre

Happy 23rd Birthday, Najihah Abu Bakar!!
Hope you like the "ayam percik" I cooked for you!! hehehe
Hugs & kisses~!

p/s: don't worry Iylia, we'll wait for you for the celebration! =P

Happy Birthday, Mom!!

Happy (let me think..) 59th Birthday, Mummy!!!
I love you! Mmwwaahh!