Happy Eid Mubarak!!

Wishing Muslims all over the world, Happy Eid Mubarak!!

I thought after spending my 5th Ramadhan & Eid here in Ireland, I would get use to it.. I guess I thought wrong.. *sob sob*
I miss everything back home.. I wonder when will this feeling of homesickness going to fly away.. I'm here in Ireland for years.. but still, my heart & soul belongs to a place call home.. This year's homesickness is critical, really! I'm back in Ireland for a whole month since my summer holidays, but still I'm in denial.. I wanna go hommmeeeeeeeee~!

Okay, enough being moody.. I wanna wish my crazee cousin, Miza Fazni, a Happy 20th Birthday!! No more a teenager, cuz...! =P. Her birthday was yesterday (29th Sept).

AND! Today is my brother's birthday!! Happy (let me count) 34th Birthday, Anchik!! U may not look your age, but accept it bro.. U're old and u got grey hair!! =P

p/s: To all my family (in Malaysia & my family here, the Carrigleans!), friends (all over the world), and my dear Mr. Irwan.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir & Batin, dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki! Halalkan makan & minum! and seri 0-0 aite? =P. Love you guys so much! Huggs & Kisses!

Birthday wish to dear sis-in-law!

Happy Birthday Kak Ita!! =D
Hope you had a good time having your birthday dinner in Eden's.. =)

This song was actually requested by her daughter, Aaliyah.. but for your present as well, Kak Ita.. can? =P. Enjoy~! (only a short version here.. tak larat maaa.. puasa.. =P)

This is a cover version of Colby O'Donis' What You Got..



p/s: ke Kak Ita ade nak request lagu lain? hehehe.. anything for you..*wink*

The actress in me.. haha

Last thursday afternoon, I was in one of the consultation room in psychiatry ward. I was waiting for my consultant to start our ward round. So there I was, reading about eating disorder from the borrowed Oxford Clinical Specialty book when suddenly a foreign doctor (I have no idea which country he is from) came to me and ask me to follow him. FYI, there are a lot of foreign doctors working in psychiatry. Anyhoo, he was saying stuff about his OSCE and asking me which year I am in bla bla bla.. I didn't really know what he wanted from me at first but I just followed him because he asked for my help. He brought me and a colleague of mine into our tutorial room and 2 other doctors were waiting inside.

They explained to us that this foreign doctor is actually practising for his upcoming Mock Psychiatry Exam. So he wanted us to become mock patients! I was the first person to act as I was the only "actress" there as the 1st case is a lady. I was given a sheet of paper to read my "part". I was supposed to act as Ms Jean, a 70+ year old lady who lost her husband 7 months ago and is having trouble with her memory with symptoms of depression and grieving. The doctor was supposed to ask me questions to differentiate whether I have dementia or depression (as they may present similarly). The first sentence in the sheet was, "You are nervous, agitated about your memory and TEARFUL ". *shock*

After 3 weeks experience of psychiatry, I kinda know exactly what to do.. (haha). So, when he started introducing himself and seated myself, my legs started to get restless and I was fidgeting (nervous). And when he started asking about my "late husband", I started "crying"(!!!) and he offered me a fake tissue paper. Then he started asking about "my" depressive symptoms. When he asked about my passive death wish/suicidal ideation, I said, "sometimes I wish I would die, so that I could be with my husband" and followed by more tears..!! I can't believe it myself that I would do that! He might think I'm a real patient (apart from the fact that I'm in my 20s instead of 70s!). And I was frustrated everytime he asked me about my memory..

The examiner (our tutor) told me I was excellent and my acting was so real! =P *blush*. I was just glad I could be of help to that doctor. *wink*
I didn't know I had it in me.. seriously! I was in a school play when I was 15, I think.. but that was it. Never really thought a career in acting before (hahahaha). Anyway, if u want me in your movie/drama/play or anything at all, just give me a buzz ok? =P

My very 1st tutorial video.. =P

So, this is how I play Aslyn's That's When I Love You.. Hope it'll help u guitarists out there who likes this song.. =)

The boy that I miss..

This is a video of my nephew, Adam..
He wasn't well at that time and his mama gave him his medications beforehand.
He was just about to fall asleep when he puked on the bed and thus these few minutes in the bathroom to clean up in a very drowsy state.. =P
He's sooo adorable!! and I miss him so much~!

Sheena?? Errrkkkk...

A few people told me that I look like Sheena from ANTM cycle 11. Really????? U'uh, I don't think so... (with her accent) =P
Well, honestly, I think she looks like Kimora..
Or is it because of the make-over, now that she has long straight hair like mine.. hmmm...
In case u don't know, she sings as well.. try browsing for her vids on youtube! haha

Over You - Daughtry (by request)

My lovely niece, Aaliyah Natasha requested 2 songs! So this is one of them.. Enjoy~!



p/s: Acu record yg lagi satu tu next week k? Kene practice lagi la.. hehe.

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu..

Thanx, GG! For making me play this song! hehehe

To Aaliyah, and my brother.. Enjoy~! And to everyone else who likes this song! =)
My very first cover of Malaysian song!! weeeee~~!



p/s: Aaliyah, Acu dah bole main lagu yang Aaliyah nak tu sikit2. Nanti Acu perfectkan ok? =P. Love u~!

To my niece, Aaliyah...

Happy 7th Birthday, Aaliyah Natasha!!
Love u & miss u!! Mmwwaahh!!

Aaliyah & I @ Cozy Corner

Tired

I am emotionally and physically drained.... *sigh*