It seems so real now. I just realized I've been in denial these past few months. But now the ticket has been bought, it seems so real..

I've left him for 6 whole years before and now 3 months without him is only going to be a fraction of what he felt before. Now I don't know whether I can go through 3 months without him.. I am going to miss him.. so damn much.. ;((

I love u, Mr Hubby...